Wednesday, July 27, 2011

This is my Soldier...


Yep, that's him! The tall one with the darker green camo, on a humanitarian mission earlier this week.

It's amazing how a 20 minute facebook chat with Andrew can totally turn around my entire day week! I sure do miss that boy, but look what he gets to do... it's so cool and he is loving life as a Platoon Leader!

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Thursday, July 21, 2011

Deployment Positive Thursday- Week 27

Sometimes I think I must have been crazy to come up with this whole "deployment positive" idea. Yeah, the concept is nice and dandy and all, but some weeks I feel like I am completely sugar coating a horrible situation. I'm not talking about missing Andrew, because while that is difficult most days, it is nothing compared to the pain that the families of our fallen soldiers feel.

Honestly, it's hard for me some days to go on facebook and see people complaining about the little things in life- like the air conditioning not working, or getting a blister from running in their brand new, state-of-the-art running shoes- when I know that so many men and women are sacrificing their lives so that we can make complaints like that. There are so many more important things in life, I really just wish some people would take a step back for a moment and realize how good life is and how lucky they are. It's sad, but for most Americans, it seems like the war and our soldiers are not on the forefront of their minds.

Regardless of your political opinions, the fact of the matter is that we are at war. The men and women in our armed forces are there by choice, they feel it is their duty and their honor and they are all so incredibly brave. I wish I could individually thank each and every Soldier, Marine, Airman, Sailor and Coastie who has ever served but obviously I can't. And I can't send my condolences and hug each Gold Star family member who has lost a loved one.

I am so proud of my fiance's chosen profession. I admire him so much for everything he does and everything he stands for, and I feel honored to be a part of a military family (because even though we haven't signed the papers or said "I do" yet, we are a family). Sometimes it is just hard to watch other families in such pain and realize it just isn't fair. You feel guilty that you still have your soldier and they don't have their's.

I'm rambling. I didn't mean this to post to be a rant or a lecture, I've just had a lot on my mind lately. I guess it all boils down to one of my favorite quotes of all time, and my new favorite song by James Otto.

"Only two men have ever offered to die for you: Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul, the other for your freedom"


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Monday, July 18, 2011

Part II

Many couples break a deployment into two distinct halves; before R&R and after. Since we have been "blessed" with a very late midtour leave, I find it hard to believe that we will be every categorizing this deployment in the traditional way. I am hoping that by the time Andrew takes leave we may even be lucky enough to have a tentative homecoming date... I say that knowing that it will change a million times, but it would be nice to have a general sense of how about many weeks (I will refuse to count in months after midtour) we'll have left to go. Probably setting myself up for disappointment on this one, but that's just the point I'm at right now.

The way things have worked out so far, I feel like we will experience two vastly different deployments all rolled into twelve months: literally divided right down the middle. Saturday (as I've told everyone who will listen a million times) marked six months since I wrapped my arms around Andrew, begged for just one more kiss, and watched him walk onto that white bus at Fort Knox. It's hard to believe we're on the downhill side of this, but at the same time, I know we still have a very long road ahead of us. Also on Saturday, Andrew was relocated to a new COP (Combat Outpost). He is so excited to have moved off of the big FOB and to a smaller base with ALL American Soldiers! It just so happens that this move took place on the same day of his six month "anniversary" (which, by the way, is a weird way to look at it, but I'm going with it). Communication will be different, his job will be different, his meals will be different, and of course, his address is different (for those of you who are interested in the new address, email me and I'll send it right along).

It will be an adjustment for sure. I am the first to admit that I have been spoiled over the last six months. It is extremely rare for family to be able to talk to their soldier almost every day, even by email. Often times I felt like I was cheating this deployment, because I talk to so many other spouses who are not as fortunate. It's hard to get caught up in the communication aspect of all this when Andrew is so excited for this change, and it is impossible not to be excited for him! Honestly, the change doesn't really phase me much at this point. I'm genuinely excited for him, plus with the miracles of modern technology (thank you, Steve Jobs) I am able to be reached via any form of communication at any hour of the day just because of my iPhone! I love that little thing!

This move is the answer to countless prayers, and if it means I have to revert back to my ranger school days of waiting weeks for a letter, then so be it.

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Deployment Positive Thursday- Weeks 25 & 26

So we meet again. Things have been slightly busy around here the past two weeks to say the lest. Between a Trans-Atlantic vacation, getting caught up at work, and trying to get back into my routine, some things (eh hem, my blog) have seemed to fallen by the wayside. As we begin to gear up for the second half of this deployment (YUP, this is really happening!) I find myself getting more and more excited for the fall! The poor kids must be so sick of me asking them how excited they are to start school up again, but what's a girl to do? I've got to have things to look forward to.

Maybe it's foolish, but as we hit the 6 month mark, I keep having to remind myself that it's not over yet. I guess this is the beauty of having midtour leave late in a deployment. Not only that, but I have been planning lots of smaller milestone trips as well with friends and family. Plus with the Holidays seemingly right after midtour is over, it'll be 2012 before we know it. And I couldn't be happier.

I also wanted to share some of my favorite pictures from my visit to Germany. We crammed a lot of fun (and food and beer) into 5 short days, but it was great to see family again. These are mostly in random order, but I tried to just pick my favorites. Hope you enjoy:





Cemeteries in Europe are a lot different than in the states. There is something so beautiful about families owning a plot and taking care of their loved ones and making it their own.


My Omama and Opapa Hilsbos & Opa Jakob



Creative "Tombstone"... this was one of my favorites.



The house my mom grew up in just outside Dusseldorf


My "single" hotel room. 


Gut Hahn for lunch




At Gut Hahn with my Oma and Dad


Ein Pills, Bitte


Empty Beer



My favorite meal; Filet mit Pfefferlinger und Rosti





German Countryside


Kaffee und kuchen




My Oma and Opa on their wedding day in December 1943


A rainbow on our last afternoon


And a beautiful sunset walking back to the hotel
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